Maguindanao Massacre-A piece of my mind

I opened my facebook account and saw some friends in my list posted pictures from the victims of Maguindanao Massacre. I was a bit hesitant at first because I already knew what to expect if I decide to view on any of the pictures. I don't know but though there was that feeling of hesitation in me but still I decided to view the pictures. I was very stunned to see the sight of the victims. I just can't imagine how much they have to go through just savoring every last breath they have fighting for their lives. I could not contain myself watching most of the victims were women who was said to be abused before they were killed like animals and buried in a pre digged grave. Yes, pre digged, everything was planned! And the price? A lot of lives was spared.

It would have been a peaceful filing of candidacy for Mrs. Magundadatu who was suppose to file the certificate of candidacy in behalf of his husband Toto Magundadatu since just right before that day when all these happened, they have been receiving death threats already if in case Mr. Magundadatu would push on running for Governor where the Ampatuans are said to be on the same slate. But everything turned out to be the worsest nightmare for all of us Filipinos. Almost 60 people died and most came from the press who was only there to cover Mrs. Magundadatu's filing of candidacy. There were also innocent civilians who happen to be following the convoy. Just listening and watching the news made me question, "when will dirty politics in our country end? When will political killings end? How many more innocent lives are we going to spare before the one sitting there on top do something?"

Never did it crossed my mind that this atrocious catastrophe will ever happen in our nation. I am in shock and awe that people would go so far just because of power and greed. Why does it have to take days before making any move from our leaders when it is very clear to all of us Filipinos the one responsible for this ruthless act? Is it because of "utang na loob?" for winning the elections? Is humanity the price we all have to pay for you to gain your selfish and egocentric desires?

Now I began to question myself, where are our good leaders? Those who serve us Filipinos with selfless governance? Where are our leaders who doesn't think of their personal interests but for the common good? I cry for peace and justice not only for the Maguindanao Massacre victims but as well as other senseless deaths. People may have died fighting for what they believe is right, but one thing is certain, their deaths will never be meaningless.

Let this be a wake up call for all of us Filipinos. Countdown for justice begins..

Just sick..

I'm so sick today.. got fever and colds plus my asthma is getting back at me.. Lucky enough I am at the office working, although this is not a medication to me but somehow being here makes me feel a little better than staying at home lying on my bed and looking and feeling really sick. .

Awkard and funny, most people who get sick like me become very emotional... Being the only one in the office since it's Sunday and only me and another colleague who is in another office are the only ones on duty makes me sit back and think of so many things. My visions in life.. I began to imagine things! ahahaah! Like I'm day dreaming.. Sometimes I would just sit and think of myself riding a white unicorn wearing an off white lacey dress.. with all the glittery stuffs around me and the smell of the flowers taking me to wonderland. There I could see all the good things in life.. healthy fresh air, animals talking to each other.. even the wild Lions talking to zebras and deers.. is this for real? Or am I hallucinating? Ahahahhaha! Well, I guess I'll have to take another pill.. it may seem or look like i'm on drugs but hey! I'm not! I'm just soo feeling sick today and all I could think about is the bed in my room and the fluffy pillows and my cellphone just beside me lying so I could answer right away when my special someone calls to check on me.. heheheh.. Oh well, it's almost five.. I'm about to leave the office.. I'll post another journey. I have a lot to post.. I'm just too lazy to do it. heheheh.. but bare with me.. more is yet to come.

A very unforgettable experience..

it's been so long since I last posted something in my blog.. Maybe I'm just in contemplation on what to write. This time it's not about being nomadic but rather another significant experience in my life I will never forget.

Last November 26 and 27, 2009, the company where I am working conducted a team building activity entitled, "Team Dynamics and Values Empowerment Worshop for Maribago." Our facilitator were: Mr. Nonong Noriega, Ms. Lydia dela Merced and assistant Mr. Calix Vargas. We also had this activity two years ago but this activity we have just recently is the best and memorable one. To be a little brief, I have been going through a difficult time with my current life. I was holding so much angst and hatred in my heart for people around me who caused me so much pain and struggle. This activity made me realize a lot about myself, how I should deal with all the negativity around me and how I could learn to value myself, the people around me and most of all my family and my relationship with God. I was able to discover so much about myself and about the stories of people around me. I felt I was not alone.. If there's one thing Sir Nonong said to all of us that I will never forget, it is the 3A's of life, "You're A-TTITUDE and not your A-PTITUDE who will take you to your A-LTITUDE" It's just simple but if you dig deeper into the core of that very simple phrase, you would realize that life is all about attitude. I realized that in this life, there are some people who will never be sorry, some perspectives of people you can never change but it doesn't end at that. All you have to do is to change the way you think and deal with things. On a positive note, I have learned to accept my flaws that there are people around me who have more painful stories to tell and I am even luckier than them. I'm sorry if I'm saying so much here, I'm just sharing what Sir Nonong had brought into my life. He brought me C-H-A-N-G-E.. My views on life began to change. I have slowly learned to forgive and forget those who have sinned against me and realized that I too made my own share of mistakes. Now, I have learned to value self worth, friendships, my family and most of all and will always be the first on my list, my relationship with God. The photo above is the last picture we had with sir Nonong and Ma'am Lydia before they went back to Manila. It was very sweet of them to drop by the office and bid goodbye. It's sad knowing they're leaving when they just don't know how much impact they have brought to me and to the other employees but as what I have told sir Nonong, I will always look forward to their next visit.

Below are some of the pictures taken during our activity. It was fun but certainly another learning experience.

We, in Maribago Bluewater are very lucky enough to have undergone such activity. Thank you sir Nonong Noriega, Ms. Lydia dela Merced and the ultimate crush ng bayan Mr. Calix Vargas. Till we meet again!

<- in this photo from left is Stephany Jumamoy(front office associate), Ms. Delia C. Cespon our VP-rooms division, Ms. Lydia dela Merced, Israeli Jumao-as our Banquet Coordinator, Sir Nonong Noriega, Our General Manager Sir Rhyz Buac, Kathy Tero our HR Associate and yours truly.. =)

BACK OFF

I am feeble; I succumb all day because of my throbbing
however in my anguish I found my strength, that I can be invincible
that no one and nothing can triumph over my torment.
For I am as numb as a rock and as strong as the wind

Those who seek my destruction, never get a hold of victory
for my faith is my guard and God is my deliverance,
there is nothing I shall not overcome,
Nor there is anything I cannot handle

Those who are deceitful, take advantage of my flaws
All day, they speak their fury against me, while at one corner I stand defenseless
My heart is muffled because of overwhelming pain
and the tears in my eyes is my form of release

My unrelenting attitude brought me to the core,
regardless of their defiance who witnessed my agony and made it their pleasure
I continue to stand with my own two feet without anyone's fortification
My family's embrace became my shelter, my true friends became my understanding, and my faith in God became my defense

One day, the life we borrowed will be taken back from the only One who owns it,
I will not argue with His plan, but one thing is certain,
when I die, my death is not the end of my affliction,
It is only the beginning of what lies ahead...

Hidden Paradise, San Fernando Cebu

A friend recommended to me a unique and fun mountain resort I have never been to. I was a bit hesitant the first time my friend told me coz I already had a bad experience from a mountain resort I've been to in Toledo (which I'll never post in my blog, sorry). But you bet, this mountain resort I have been to, is totally different and an experience I will never forget.

Going there, is I guess the easiest and the most adventurous one. Well, let me tell you this, we took the bus from the city of Cebu and rode the famous "habal-habal" (cebu's motorcycle transport). The ride took 10minutes only, knowing that from the area where we stop, we still have to travel for another 5 kilometers.. I could say, I was a bit scared because not only that the road was rough but it was sheer as well .Like we could fall off the cliff if our driver is not so familiar with the place. I'm glad we had a good driver.

When we reached the resort, I was not totally wowed by it but when I got to see and experience what I can enjoy there, I realized it was not a bad place after all. This trip made me conquer some of my fears and that is the fear of heights.

Hidden Paradise, I would say has everything. They have three swimming pools, billard hall, videoke machines, functions rooms and rooms for rent that ranges from Php600-Php2,500. Not only that, they have this what they call "zip line" which really is a challenge to me because you will hold on to harness that will carry you from one side to the other not more than 100feet below the ground..Gosh! and i did tried it.. Not only that, I also tried their monkey bridge and I finished it in twenty minutes. Ahahahhah! Yes I admit I was a bit scared but the thrill is worth it! I say, you better try it when you get there.

monkey bridge

zip line

magnificent view

Swimming pool

Kawasan Falls, Badian Cebu

Kawasan Falls is located Southern part of Cebu. Going there is very easy. Go to southbus terminal and take a Ceres bus going south and tell the driver were you're heading(those not familiar with the place) and you can see the signage very visible when you take off the bus. When you reach the little road which is your track in going to the main falls, you will walk another 10-15 minutes and you can enjoy looking at the nice views, big trees and an old bridge i think older than your age..heheheh.. Bitaw, daghan nindot nga lantawonon una ka makaabot gyod sa imong tuyo.

Note: daghang bystanders who will ask you to have them as guide but you wouldn't really need one because going there is so easy. There are signages which will lead you to the falls and if you're an adventure seeker like me, then it's best if you go there without anyone guiding you were to go. After all, you will pass by a lot of people living near the falls so you can just ask questions just incase you get confused with the directions.

I've heard a lot from critics that Kawasan falls is not as beautiful as it was years ago but looking at it for the first time only gave me one word to describe it "amazing!" I just hope and pray though that those in the local government of Cebu would do everything possible to preserve this treasure only Cebu has before it's too late. Nindot gyod siya! Dile lang kay nindot apan dile paka dako og magasto. Bugnaw kaayo ang tubig nga wala gyod nako palapasa ang higayon nga masinati nako kung unsa siya kanindot. Mao nga akong mga higalang Bisdak nga wapa kaari aning lugara, ayaw ninyo kalimti og suwat sa inyong listahan ang Kawasan nga I would say, one of the most visited tourist destinations we have in Cebu. Kung naa kay Php500 sakto na nga budget labi na gyod kung daghan mo. Katong wapa kaadto, adto na! =)

EL Salvador, Danao City Cebu

El Salvador Beach Resort, located in Danao Cebu City. Going there, we took the most accessible way, which is to take the van for hire at Sm Cebu and travel time takes about 40minutes to one hour depending on the traffic. We are very fortunate to get the Php1,700 per night poolside suite which includes breakfast. The room was nice and clean. They have two swimming pools a small beachfront where they also use as venue for functions like weddings, birthday parties etc.

We really enjoyed our stay. I always look forward to going to resorts that are clean and well maintained and ofcourse having a pool and beach is an advantage. Sakto ra kaayo or shall i say, sulit among nabayad kay tungod gitagaan mi sa ilang staff og nindot nga serbisyo. Other than that, very affordable kaayo and their breakfast was sumptuos! Loooove it! Anyways, below are some of our pictures, pasensya namo nako, I just love wearing two piece even if I don't have the vitals, well who cares! Ang importante ang laag nako sa El Salvador! wohooooo! Nag enjoy nasad si Tisay kyog si Pikot.






For reservations, please call their numbers :+63 32 200 3622 or 63 32 200 4494
or visit their website at : www.elsalvadorresort.com

Sumilon Island

Sumilon Bluewater Resort is 3 in a half trip from Cebu city. I was so lucky to have gone to this place because fortunately it's the sister resort of the company where I am working, Maribago Bluewater Beach Resort as a reservations officer. I was actually given the privilige to stay one night in one of their deluxe rooms with free transportation and fullboard meals. It was like an early birthday gift from my boss because I will be celebrating my birthday on the 3rd of October. Heheheheh.. But anyways there's so much to do in the resort, you can go snorkeling, trekking, kayaking, diving, swimming in their sea view pool which is in the picture below and just relax and unwind and enjoy everything the island has to offer. Not only that, the island has a sandbar and has a sandy white beach like in the photo above.. I really enjoyed the whole time I was there. It was the best experience of my life. I was with one of our new associates who is based in Manila who eventually became a good friend of mine.


Just some info about the island, getting there you can take a bus from the city going to the mainland of Bangcogon Oslob. Once you reach the mainland which is still owned by the resort, you will ride another 10 minute boat ride going to the Island. Note: the boat ride going to the island is already part of your booking wether it is room accommodation or day trip only.

Day use rate is Php1,500 (weekdays) and Php2,000(weekends). This includes lunch, island activities that I mentioned above and boat transfers.

Room rate: Php7,500 w/ breakfast
Php8,500 w/ fullboard meals

For reservations: Please call 032-4810801 or 5167236

website: www.bluewater.com.ph

I guarantee that you will never forget your Sumilon experience and will cherish it for the rest of your life just like I did.

Bantayan Island

Bantayan Island is located in the Southern part of Cebu. Going there takes about 4-5 hours.

Going there, you will have a 3 hour trip from the city of Cebu going to Hagnaya via any landtrip transportation. Kami, we took Ceres bus and paid more or less Php150.00/person. Upon reaching Hagnaya, you will take another ferry ride going to Sta. Fe (Bantayan Island). Ferry rate ranges from Php35-Php200 depending on the ferry that is available. However, if you are on a tight budget, you can just wait for the ferry with the cheapest fare. Trip schedule are every 30minutes to one hour. Travel time takes about an hour.

We stayed in Budyong Resort, it was okay though except that you won't really be wowed by the room but it was I guess the best resort spot to stay and spend your holiday if you are a beach lover because the room that we had was fronting the beach and it is air conditioned. The rate is Php1,500 per night room accomodation only. Just a tip: don't eat inside the resort because their food is soo expensive and the price is very unreasonable, better eat outside. The resort actually is situated near the church, market and native restaurants so feeling hungry is never a problem.

The best part so far from the whole trip is that I was spending it with someone special to me.. The sunset, the serenity of the place was so remarkable that I am out of words to describe how happy I am for being there and I'd still go back for sure..


below are some of our pictures taken during our Bantayan Experience

taken just outside our room

This is our room. The good thing is that it's facing the beach which is something i love...heheheh..

These are just sneak peaks of what Bantayan has to offer.. Pero mas maayo gyod kung kamo ang muadto para makita gyod ninyo unsa kanindot ang Isla sa Bantayan. Peace!

P.S. Here are some contact numbers for Bantayan resort prospects:

Budyong beach resort +6332-4385700

Ogtong Cave +6332-4389129

Kota Beach Resort +6332-2545661

Realization..

it's 11:04 and I can't sleep. I have been so blind and lost for quite sometime after making the most stupid mistake of my life. Somehow someway, I never felt any regrets for doing what I did because I do have a lot of realization.

I was constantly in a dilemma between choosing the one I wanted and the one people thinks I deserve, and yes they were right. I thought choosing the one I wanted would me a better person and would make me feel happy..but I was wrong. I fell in a trap I made for myself. I was actually putting a stone in my head and creating my own problems. It's like the world was against me. People are ignoring me because I chose to be happy, as i thought, but I wasn't.

I tried to make the best of it making a scratch to a diamond, only to think that I was played and used. That's when the feeling of being lost sanked in. I was questioning myself why I allowed myself to be in this kind of ignorance and selfless generosity. Anyways, life can sometimes play your world and you don't realize it till somebody hits you so damn hard in the face. Oh well, how can it be so cool to be played by the one person you taught is the best for you? It sucks!

I thought I'd continue to be the worsest person others think I maybe for being so self centered and for choosing the wrong decision, hell no! I'm back and I'm ready to face the world! I did hurt a lot of people along the way, but I'm deeply sorry. Now, I'm picking up the pieces again and regaining everything I lost. I will bring back one diamond I lost because of being so insesitive and totally blinded by inferior life forms existing on earth.

As what I have said before, it will pass..and yes it did.

I have found myself and not just that, I know now where I belong....

Hear me out

it's Sunday April 12, 2009, and I'm at the office working my ass off trying to pretend that I'm well when i'm not. I am so sick, I have colds and fever and all I could think about is the mistakes I've made and the people in my past who got hurt because of my actions. I'm so broken, frailed and exhausted.. My heart is gnawing with enormous pain because once again it is broken into pieces. I have been so weak to let myself fall to another trap, only this time I am the one to be blamed.. I have been trying to please people who only wanted the best for me and forgot that I am old enough to make my own decisions. This weakness led me to hurt someone so fragile because I was torn between choosing the one I wanted for myself or the one the people around me thinks I deserve. I have been too busy giving the needs of others when my own needs are drastically dying, I have been too selfless and I forgot that I too deserve to be happy.

Life for me has been a continuous search for happiness and slowly I am starting to feel it's absence to my life. It's hard when you don't even have any idea what really makes you happy or who makes you happy. No matter how much difficulty it brings, it's not how many times you fail but how many times you never quit searching.

On a day to day basis, I try to focus myself to other things just so I can forget the suffering of my heart. The longingness of wanting to have someone to fill up the emptiness I feel continous to pierce me in my thoughts. Slowly, I will overcome this suffering but one thing is certain, I will drive my own ship without anyone's dictates and even if waves may stop me from my path, I will manuever my ship the best way I know how just to get through every obstacle. I will be firm in making decisions and I will be stronger during my weakness. Wether or not I'll have someone in my life or be alone, then I have no right to argue with God's plan for me, this is written in my palm and this maybe my purpose then SO BE IT..

Yes I am not ashamed to admit that I am in so much pain and sorrow right now, but I've been told, IT WILL PASS.. IT WILL PASS....

THE LAAGANS IN VAÑO BEACH

Hi there guys! Just wanna share this laag moments i have with my precious friends.. This time we're in Vaño Beach, one of the cheapest but fun resort in Lapu-Lapu City. Entrance fee is at Php20 /person and the cottage ranges from Php300-Php400. it's really affordable and really pang masa.. I mean why go to other expensive resorts when you can have and enjoy the same feeling if you go this place.. Check out some of our pictures below..

that's me sige og ngisi! ehehehehheheh...
friends Niel, Steph, Me and my cozin at my left..

we rock!!!

trio

me and my fave cozin in the whole world markol

yeeeeepeeeeeeeh!!!! lisura i ambak wui!!! ngiga ako cozin woi..

that's me Jamzki just chillin..

my best buddies for life.. Jho and Steffy

"THE BARKADS"

it's me nag muni muni..

Starring sa laag kay from left, My cozin Mark, friend Niel, Steph, Me and Jho ang ate naming lahat! Sometimes we just need to chill and enjoy what life has to offer.. We just don't realize it until it's gone. Friends are precious and they will be there not just in your best but at your worst as well.. This is for now, watch out for our next laag!!! to be continued..

Where do we feel safe nowadays?

It was January 17, 2009 when I went to the city to attend the annual Sto. Niño prossession which I have been doing for five long years. I went there alone because it has been my panata for quite sometime now. Never in my thoughts that something will happen to me later that night. The prossession started at around 2pm and ended around 6pm. after the prossession ended I decided to go to downtown area and stroll for a while, went to to Metro Gaisano Colon and bought some stuffs. I texted my boyfriend who is a teacher in CIT-Cebu Institute of Technology and told him I was in Metro Gaisano. He then told me to wait for him because He wanted us to meet. So I did. When he finally came, we decided to head to SM Mall and ate dinner there. Around 8PM, I received a text from a friend inviting me to hang out with them. I am always the party goer and I never say no to invitations not unless I don't have the budget or if I don't feel well. So I went out and my boyfriend help me get a taxi. I told him not to come because this will be an event exclusively for me and my friends that have lost contact. So the partying went on until I realized it's almost one o clock in the morning. I then told my friends we need to get home now since I still have duty the following day. So we all decided to go home and took a taxi. I told them to drop me off the mini street (skina) from my where I am living and so they did. When I was walking towards our house, I found out I left my house key so I decided to text my dad and told him to open the door for me. When I was in the front door of our house, I heard a wierd noise behind my back and when I turned around to see who it was, I saw this man wearing a cap, faded red shirt and blue basket ball shorts. He looked at me and out of nowhere he was already infront of me pointing his gun to my chest. I was shaking and my heart was beating so fast. I was so scared and this man just told me, I won't hurt you just give me your cellphone, that's all I need( cebuano translation: "dile tika unsaon, ambi na imong cellphone, mao rana akong tuyo nimo!'). I was so scared I told him not to hurt me, I offered him money but he told me all he ever needed is my cellphone. I gave it to him and after that he ran away. It happened so fast. Then just a 2 seconds after that my dad opened the door. That's when I shouted for help! My dad saw him running away and tried to go after him but it was already too late. I was shaking and crying uncontrollably. I just can't believe it happened at the front door of my house. Right now, I am slowly coping up with the things that happened to me. We have reported it to the authorities ofcourse but it can't erase the fact that it happened in my own home. The only positive thing that I have learned from the whole incident is to keep cautious all the time and not to go home alone specially when it's late at night. it's the time when people like these would really take advantage of possible victims. Unfortunately I became one. Other than that, now i realized how unsafe we can be not just in other places but even in the doorsteps of where we are living. Im happy the Sto Niño was with me that very time. I know it could have been my last here in earth. I saw the guy's face and i know even if I see him anywhere, I'd still recognize him. He could have chosen to kill me but he didn't. All he ever wanted was my cellphone. I'm glad my dad wasn't able to open our door because if he did, he could have been shot and things would have ended differently. The greatest gift I received from the Sto. Niño, is the gift of life. Now I have the chance to change and to keep the right things in it's path. They say, only the loosers quit. This may have been my worse experience but the lessons I learned would really last a lifetime. I'm happy my family and my friends and ofcourse the love of my life is helping me coping up with things and ofcourse the strenght God continuously bestowed upon me. Let me offer the prayer I always read in the bible everytime I am in fear and in trouble: This is taken from the new testament (International Version)

Psalm 91 (New International Version)
Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most Highwill rest in the shadow of the Almighty. [a]
2 I will say [b] of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,my God, in whom I trust."
3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers,and under his wings you will find refuge;his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night,nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side,ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.

8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
9 If you make the Most High your dwelling— even the LORD, who is my refuge-
10 then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him;I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."

Psalm 35 (New International Version)
Psalm 35
Of David.

1 Contend, O LORD, with those who contend with me;fight against those who fight against me.
2 Take up shield and buckler;arise and come to my aid.
3 Brandish spear and javelin [a]against those who pursue me. Say to my soul,"I am your salvation."
4 May those who seek my life be disgraced and put to shame; may those who plot my ruin be turned back in dismay.
5 May they be like chaff before the wind, with the angel of the LORD driving them away;
6 may their path be dark and slippery,with the angel of the LORD pursuing them.
7 Since they hid their net for me without cause and without cause dug a pit for me,
8 may ruin overtake them by surprise— may the net they hid entangle them, may they fall into the pit, to their ruin.
9 Then my soul will rejoice in the LORD and delight in his salvation.
10 My whole being will exclaim, "Who is like you, O LORD ? You rescue the poor from those too strong for them,the poor and needy from those who rob them."
11 Ruthless witnesses come forward;they question me on things I know nothing about.
12 They repay me evil for good and leave my soul forlorn.
13 Yet when they were ill, I put on sackcloth and humbled myself with fasting. When my prayers returned to me unanswered,
14 I went about mourning as though for my friend or brother. I bowed my head in grief as though weeping for my mother.
15 But when I stumbled, they gathered in glee;attackers gathered against me when I was unaware. They slandered me without ceasing.
16 Like the ungodly they maliciously mocked [b] ; they gnashed their teeth at me.
17 O Lord, how long will you look on? Rescue my life from their ravages,my precious life from these lions.
18 I will give you thanks in the great assembly; among throngs of people I will praise you.
19 Let not those gloat over me who are my enemies without cause;let not those who hate me without reason maliciously wink the eye.
20 They do not speak peaceably, but devise false accusations against those who live quietly in the land.
21 They gape at me and say, "Aha! Aha! With our own eyes we have seen it."
22 O LORD, you have seen this; be not silent. Do not be far from me, O Lord.
23 Awake, and rise to my defense! Contend for me, my God and Lord.
24 Vindicate me in your righteousness, O LORD my God;do not let them gloat over me.
25 Do not let them think, "Aha, just what we wanted!" or say, "We have swallowed him up."
26 May all who gloat over my distress be put to shame and confusion;may all who exalt themselves over me be clothed with shame and disgrace.
27 May those who delight in my vindication shout for joy and gladness;may they always say, "The LORD be exalted,who delights in the well-being of his servant."
28 My tongue will speak of your righteousness and of your praises all day long.

truly nothing can go wrong if you believe in the power of prayer...

please check this link if you're troubled. Reading the bible can help you save all your worries. In this way we'll know God really do exist the very same way He did with mine. www.biblegateway.com

MY DREAM

MY DREAM
by: Jamzki

darkness covered the radian skies
and slowly I started to close my eyes
frailed and exhausted, i decided to take a sleep
found solace as nigh time started to beat

But suddenly I was afrighthened by a harrowing sound
and immediately I emerged to see whose around
but as I looked audaciously, nothing can be found
So i decided to go back and renounced

but as i ambled towards my room
I saw something so hideous that made me feel I was doomed
With great adversity I ran for my life
for someone is after me holding his knife

i quivered in the dark but i fell down the stairs
i tried to call for help but nobody even cared
"please don't kill me!" I screamed
& suddenly I found my mother woke me up from my dream

UNFORGIVEN
by: Jamzki83

I've gone through all the pain
the discernment, the wrong judgement I gain,
there were lots of falling tears in my eyes
and that's the truth no one can deny

I've tried to forget the things that happened,
but the more I try to forget, the more I'm hurt
the hurt that is shown and not hidden
the hurt that I am feelin

I can't believe I've heard those things said deliberately
things that were said to me intentionally
seems like to my feelings they don't seem to bother
i guess it'll be in my mem'ries forever

i don't know how long i could take all these
i hope all these i'm feelin i could release
but when will this happen when they're not here
i hope when that time comes, i'll conquer fear

all i'm feeling at the moment is deep wrath
i hope I'm not crossing the wrong path
But as long as I'm hurt & in struggle for the pain that can't be hidden
these people that have caused all these are
UNFORGIVEN...