My Tonsillitis and Politics in our Country

I admit I really suck at writing and I couldn't even give justice like how the others are doing but who say's I can't express how I feel anyway? Okay then, I'll go direct to where my thoughts are coming from:

First, I am really sick right now because of my tonsilitis attack not to mention the fever and the cough that goes with it..It's really frustrating that I'm sick and I can't do anything but take a rest and prohibit myself from eating ice cream or even drink my favorite coke zero or nestea ice tea in this really really hot weather we have.. Well, not that I can't eat ice cream anymore but I have to patiently wait till my stupid tonsillitis heals.

So what do I do while I'm waiting to be okay again? Ofcourse, all I could ever do is have a movie marathon at my room, go online and log in to my favorite social networking site facebook, read the newspaper or a book I never really finish reading and YES watch TV. I don't have a cable connection in my room and that means I don't have a choice but to watch the local channels. What pisses me more is the political ads I always get to watch every fucking day. All bunch of promises from politicians who says' they can solve the problem of my country or maybe just after power and greed. Blah, blah, blah... No offense to those with bet candidates, I am merely expressing how I feel. Not that I am even questioning what these future leaders capabilities should they get elected, but somehow there's always that question in my mind and I guess everyone would agree with me, "WILL THERE EVER BE CHANGE?"

I am not saying there won't be but I certainly hope that the ongoing political crisis of our country ends with future leaders who really has that heart to care for his countrymen. I guess we'll have to find out after the elections.

To the future leaders, good luck and God speed.

My thoughts ends here, I still have to take a dose of antibiotics to cure my tonsillitis. I wish I like my tonsillitis our country can just drink the antibiotic then maybe it will heal and will have a positive change.

I'm back!!!

It's been so long since the last time I wrote something here in my blog.. Well, many things happened to me in the past few months. It has been a very tough journey for me but somehow I was able to surpass everything with pride and dignity.

To start with, finally I'm glad I quit my job of 3 years and without any regrets. I felt that my expectations are no longer met and I was working in a very unhealthy environment. However, it was an ultimate privilege to have worked for the company for the time being and I have learned a lot from the whole experience. Lessons were learned and I have discovered a lot about myself. There is no feeling of bitterness at all in my heart when I resigned because I know it was the best decision I have ever made. They say, when you're no longer happy, it's all in your hands whether to continue your sorrow or decide on saving yourself from that unhappiness. Well I guess it's clear as to what choice I have made and when I did, all I ever felt was redemption.

I'm taking my time and currently living a stress free life. Hypocrisy it may look for others, but I admit being jobless is not easy but I take everything in a positive way. Optimism is my greatest tool and I know God has a better plan for me. It may not happen overnight but I'm already ready to all possibilities.

For now, I will enjoy the time I have with my family which I have lost for being so focused with my career, my friends and the love of my life. I guess when I lost my job, I came to realize the things more significant to my life that has been taken forgranted, it should have been my relationship with God and with my family.

Anyway, enough with all this drama..hehehe.. Life is to be enjoyed and should be worry free... after all, life is too damn short to be wasted on worries =)