Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Sumilon Island

Sumilon Bluewater Resort is 3 in a half trip from Cebu city. I was so lucky to have gone to this place because fortunately it's the sister resort of the company where I am working, Maribago Bluewater Beach Resort as a reservations officer. I was actually given the privilige to stay one night in one of their deluxe rooms with free transportation and fullboard meals. It was like an early birthday gift from my boss because I will be celebrating my birthday on the 3rd of October. Heheheheh.. But anyways there's so much to do in the resort, you can go snorkeling, trekking, kayaking, diving, swimming in their sea view pool which is in the picture below and just relax and unwind and enjoy everything the island has to offer. Not only that, the island has a sandbar and has a sandy white beach like in the photo above.. I really enjoyed the whole time I was there. It was the best experience of my life. I was with one of our new associates who is based in Manila who eventually became a good friend of mine.


Just some info about the island, getting there you can take a bus from the city going to the mainland of Bangcogon Oslob. Once you reach the mainland which is still owned by the resort, you will ride another 10 minute boat ride going to the Island. Note: the boat ride going to the island is already part of your booking wether it is room accommodation or day trip only.

Day use rate is Php1,500 (weekdays) and Php2,000(weekends). This includes lunch, island activities that I mentioned above and boat transfers.

Room rate: Php7,500 w/ breakfast
Php8,500 w/ fullboard meals

For reservations: Please call 032-4810801 or 5167236

website: www.bluewater.com.ph

I guarantee that you will never forget your Sumilon experience and will cherish it for the rest of your life just like I did.

Bantayan Island

Bantayan Island is located in the Southern part of Cebu. Going there takes about 4-5 hours.

Going there, you will have a 3 hour trip from the city of Cebu going to Hagnaya via any landtrip transportation. Kami, we took Ceres bus and paid more or less Php150.00/person. Upon reaching Hagnaya, you will take another ferry ride going to Sta. Fe (Bantayan Island). Ferry rate ranges from Php35-Php200 depending on the ferry that is available. However, if you are on a tight budget, you can just wait for the ferry with the cheapest fare. Trip schedule are every 30minutes to one hour. Travel time takes about an hour.

We stayed in Budyong Resort, it was okay though except that you won't really be wowed by the room but it was I guess the best resort spot to stay and spend your holiday if you are a beach lover because the room that we had was fronting the beach and it is air conditioned. The rate is Php1,500 per night room accomodation only. Just a tip: don't eat inside the resort because their food is soo expensive and the price is very unreasonable, better eat outside. The resort actually is situated near the church, market and native restaurants so feeling hungry is never a problem.

The best part so far from the whole trip is that I was spending it with someone special to me.. The sunset, the serenity of the place was so remarkable that I am out of words to describe how happy I am for being there and I'd still go back for sure..


below are some of our pictures taken during our Bantayan Experience

taken just outside our room

This is our room. The good thing is that it's facing the beach which is something i love...heheheh..




These are just sneak peaks of what Bantayan has to offer.. Pero mas maayo gyod kung kamo ang muadto para makita gyod ninyo unsa kanindot ang Isla sa Bantayan. Peace!

P.S. Here are some contact numbers for Bantayan resort prospects:

Budyong beach resort +6332-4385700

Ogtong Cave +6332-4389129

Kota Beach Resort +6332-2545661

Friday, May 15, 2009

Realization..

it's 11:04 and I can't sleep. I have been so blind and lost for quite sometime after making the most stupid mistake of my life. Somehow someway, I never felt any regrets for doing what I did because I do have a lot of realization.

I was constantly in a dilemma between choosing the one I wanted and the one people thinks I deserve, and yes they were right. I thought choosing the one I wanted would me a better person and would make me feel happy..but I was wrong. I fell in a trap I made for myself. I was actually putting a stone in my head and creating my own problems. It's like the world was against me. People are ignoring me because I chose to be happy, as i thought, but I wasn't.

I tried to make the best of it making a scratch to a diamond, only to think that I was played and used. That's when the feeling of being lost sanked in. I was questioning myself why I allowed myself to be in this kind of ignorance and selfless generosity. Anyways, life can sometimes play your world and you don't realize it till somebody hits you so damn hard in the face. Oh well, how can it be so cool to be played by the one person you taught is the best for you? It sucks!

I thought I'd continue to be the worsest person others think I maybe for being so self centered and for choosing the wrong decision, hell no! I'm back and I'm ready to face the world! I did hurt a lot of people along the way, but I'm deeply sorry. Now, I'm picking up the pieces again and regaining everything I lost. I will bring back one diamond I lost because of being so insesitive and totally blinded by inferior life forms existing on earth.

As what I have said before, it will pass..and yes it did.

I have found myself and not just that, I know now where I belong....

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Hear me out

it's Sunday April 12, 2009, and I'm at the office working my ass off trying to pretend that I'm well when i'm not. I am so sick, I have colds and fever and all I could think about is the mistakes I've made and the people in my past who got hurt because of my actions. I'm so broken, frailed and exhausted.. My heart is gnawing with enormous pain because once again it is broken into pieces. I have been so weak to let myself fall to another trap, only this time I am the one to be blamed.. I have been trying to please people who only wanted the best for me and forgot that I am old enough to make my own decisions. This weakness led me to hurt someone so fragile because I was torn between choosing the one I wanted for myself or the one the people around me thinks I deserve. I have been too busy giving the needs of others when my own needs are drastically dying, I have been too selfless and I forgot that I too deserve to be happy.

Life for me has been a continuous search for happiness and slowly I am starting to feel it's absence to my life. It's hard when you don't even have any idea what really makes you happy or who makes you happy. No matter how much difficulty it brings, it's not how many times you fail but how many times you never quit searching.

On a day to day basis, I try to focus myself to other things just so I can forget the suffering of my heart. The longingness of wanting to have someone to fill up the emptiness I feel continous to pierce me in my thoughts. Slowly, I will overcome this suffering but one thing is certain, I will drive my own ship without anyone's dictates and even if waves may stop me from my path, I will manuever my ship the best way I know how just to get through every obstacle. I will be firm in making decisions and I will be stronger during my weakness. Wether or not I'll have someone in my life or be alone, then I have no right to argue with God's plan for me, this is written in my palm and this maybe my purpose then SO BE IT..

Yes I am not ashamed to admit that I am in so much pain and sorrow right now, but I've been told, IT WILL PASS.. IT WILL PASS....

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

THE LAAGANS IN VAÑO BEACH

Hi there guys! Just wanna share this laag moments i have with my precious friends.. This time we're in Vaño Beach, one of the cheapest but fun resort in Lapu-Lapu City. Entrance fee is at Php20 /person and the cottage ranges from Php300-Php400. it's really affordable and really pang masa.. I mean why go to other expensive resorts when you can have and enjoy the same feeling if you go this place.. Check out some of our pictures below..

that's me sige og ngisi! ehehehehheheh...
friends Niel, Steph, Me and my cozin at my left..


we rock!!!


trio


me and my fave cozin in the whole world markol

yeeeeepeeeeeeeh!!!! lisura i ambak wui!!! ngiga ako cozin woi..

that's me Jamzki just chillin..

my best buddies for life.. Jho and Steffy

"THE BARKADS"

it's me nag muni muni..


Starring sa laag kay from left, My cozin Mark, friend Niel, Steph, Me and Jho ang ate naming lahat! Sometimes we just need to chill and enjoy what life has to offer.. We just don't realize it until it's gone. Friends are precious and they will be there not just in your best but at your worst as well.. This is for now, watch out for our next laag!!! to be continued..


















































Monday, February 9, 2009

Where do we feel safe nowadays?



It was January 17, 2009 when I went to the city to attend the annual Sto. Niño prossession which I have been doing for five long years. I went there alone because it has been my panata for quite sometime now. Never in my thoughts that something will happen to me later that night. The prossession started at around 2pm and ended around 6pm. after the prossession ended I decided to go to downtown area and stroll for a while, went to to Metro Gaisano Colon and bought some stuffs. I texted my boyfriend who is a teacher in CIT-Cebu Institute of Technology and told him I was in Metro Gaisano. He then told me to wait for him because He wanted us to meet. So I did. When he finally came, we decided to head to SM Mall and ate dinner there. Around 8PM, I received a text from a friend inviting me to hang out with them. I am always the party goer and I never say no to invitations not unless I don't have the budget or if I don't feel well. So I went out and my boyfriend help me get a taxi. I told him not to come because this will be an event exclusively for me and my friends that have lost contact. So the partying went on until I realized it's almost one o clock in the morning. I then told my friends we need to get home now since I still have duty the following day. So we all decided to go home and took a taxi. I told them to drop me off the mini street (skina) from my where I am living and so they did. When I was walking towards our house, I found out I left my house key so I decided to text my dad and told him to open the door for me. When I was in the front door of our house, I heard a wierd noise behind my back and when I turned around to see who it was, I saw this man wearing a cap, faded red shirt and blue basket ball shorts. He looked at me and out of nowhere he was already infront of me pointing his gun to my chest. I was shaking and my heart was beating so fast. I was so scared and this man just told me, I won't hurt you just give me your cellphone, that's all I need( cebuano translation: "dile tika unsaon, ambi na imong cellphone, mao rana akong tuyo nimo!'). I was so scared I told him not to hurt me, I offered him money but he told me all he ever needed is my cellphone. I gave it to him and after that he ran away. It happened so fast. Then just a 2 seconds after that my dad opened the door. That's when I shouted for help! My dad saw him running away and tried to go after him but it was already too late. I was shaking and crying uncontrollably. I just can't believe it happened at the front door of my house. Right now, I am slowly coping up with the things that happened to me. We have reported it to the authorities ofcourse but it can't erase the fact that it happened in my own home. The only positive thing that I have learned from the whole incident is to keep cautious all the time and not to go home alone specially when it's late at night. it's the time when people like these would really take advantage of possible victims. Unfortunately I became one. Other than that, now i realized how unsafe we can be not just in other places but even in the doorsteps of where we are living. Im happy the Sto Niño was with me that very time. I know it could have been my last here in earth. I saw the guy's face and i know even if I see him anywhere, I'd still recognize him. He could have chosen to kill me but he didn't. All he ever wanted was my cellphone. I'm glad my dad wasn't able to open our door because if he did, he could have been shot and things would have ended differently. The greatest gift I received from the Sto. Niño, is the gift of life. Now I have the chance to change and to keep the right things in it's path. They say, only the loosers quit. This may have been my worse experience but the lessons I learned would really last a lifetime. I'm happy my family and my friends and ofcourse the love of my life is helping me coping up with things and ofcourse the strenght God continuously bestowed upon me. Let me offer the prayer I always read in the bible everytime I am in fear and in trouble: This is taken from the new testament (International Version)


Psalm 91 (New International Version)
Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. [a]
2 I will say [
b] of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,my God, in whom I trust."
3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers,and under his wings you will find refuge;his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night,nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side,ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.


8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
9 If you make the Most High your dwelling— even the LORD, who is my refuge-
10 then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him;I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."



Psalm 35 (New International Version)
Psalm 35
Of David.


1 Contend, O LORD, with those who contend with me;fight against those who fight against me.
2 Take up shield and buckler;arise and come to my aid.
3 Brandish spear and javelin [
a]against those who pursue me. Say to my soul,"I am your salvation."
4 May those who seek my life be disgraced and put to shame; may those who plot my ruin be turned back in dismay.
5 May they be like chaff before the wind, with the angel of the LORD driving them away;
6 may their path be dark and slippery,with the angel of the LORD pursuing them.
7 Since they hid their net for me without cause and without cause dug a pit for me,
8 may ruin overtake them by surprise— may the net they hid entangle them, may they fall into the pit, to their ruin.
9 Then my soul will rejoice in the LORD and delight in his salvation.
10 My whole being will exclaim, "Who is like you, O LORD ? You rescue the poor from those too strong for them,the poor and needy from those who rob them."
11 Ruthless witnesses come forward;they question me on things I know nothing about.
12 They repay me evil for good and leave my soul forlorn.
13 Yet when they were ill, I put on sackcloth and humbled myself with fasting. When my prayers returned to me unanswered,
14 I went about mourning as though for my friend or brother. I bowed my head in grief as though weeping for my mother.
15 But when I stumbled, they gathered in glee;attackers gathered against me when I was unaware. They slandered me without ceasing.
16 Like the ungodly they maliciously mocked [
b] ; they gnashed their teeth at me.
17 O Lord, how long will you look on? Rescue my life from their ravages,my precious life from these lions.
18 I will give you thanks in the great assembly; among throngs of people I will praise you.
19 Let not those gloat over me who are my enemies without cause;let not those who hate me without reason maliciously wink the eye.
20 They do not speak peaceably, but devise false accusations against those who live quietly in the land.
21 They gape at me and say, "Aha! Aha! With our own eyes we have seen it."
22 O LORD, you have seen this; be not silent. Do not be far from me, O Lord.
23 Awake, and rise to my defense! Contend for me, my God and Lord.
24 Vindicate me in your righteousness, O LORD my God;do not let them gloat over me.
25 Do not let them think, "Aha, just what we wanted!" or say, "We have swallowed him up."
26 May all who gloat over my distress be put to shame and confusion;may all who exalt themselves over me be clothed with shame and disgrace.
27 May those who delight in my vindication shout for joy and gladness;may they always say, "The LORD be exalted,who delights in the well-being of his servant."
28 My tongue will speak of your righteousness and of your praises all day long.



truly nothing can go wrong if you believe in the power of prayer...


please check this link if you're troubled. Reading the bible can help you save all your worries. In this way we'll know God really do exist the very same way He did with mine. www.biblegateway.com





Thursday, February 5, 2009

MY DREAM

MY DREAM
by: Jamzki

darkness covered the radian skies
and slowly I started to close my eyes
frailed and exhausted, i decided to take a sleep
found solace as nigh time started to beat

But suddenly I was afrighthened by a harrowing sound
and immediately I emerged to see whose around
but as I looked audaciously, nothing can be found
So i decided to go back and renounced

but as i ambled towards my room
I saw something so hideous that made me feel I was doomed
With great adversity I ran for my life
for someone is after me holding his knife

i quivered in the dark but i fell down the stairs
i tried to call for help but nobody even cared
"please don't kill me!" I screamed
& suddenly I found my mother woke me up from my dream